The Story Behind
Cheap As Hell
The song entitled, Cheap As Hell is not just about one man; it's about several men I have dated.
I have grown so weary of dating men who don't want to pay for anything.
I am so sick and tired of men who don't want to buy me anything for Valentine's Day or for my birthday, or for Christmas.
I have had it up to the sky with men who don't want to take me to nice restaurants, but instead they want to "take me out" to fast food establishments.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! So, I decided to write a song about men being cheap.
I have learned that I do not have to sit there and go along with this treatment, and neither do other women!
I have decided to stop making excuses for these men, like "Oh, well he may be trying to save money," or "Next time, he'll probably take me to a nice place. So, I should be patient with him."
Well, no more! I have found out there is no excuse for a cheap man!
If he is cheap as hell, he's just cheap as hell----and that's it!
I have opened my eyes and I have stopped trying to be a nice person by accepting cheap men into my life.
I am a valuable person and I want all women to know they are valuable as well, and they do not have to accept cheap men in their lives either!
Cheap As Hell
The song entitled, Cheap As Hell is not just about one man; it's about several men I have dated.
I have grown so weary of dating men who don't want to pay for anything.
I am so sick and tired of men who don't want to buy me anything for Valentine's Day or for my birthday, or for Christmas.
I have had it up to the sky with men who don't want to take me to nice restaurants, but instead they want to "take me out" to fast food establishments.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! So, I decided to write a song about men being cheap.
I have learned that I do not have to sit there and go along with this treatment, and neither do other women!
I have decided to stop making excuses for these men, like "Oh, well he may be trying to save money," or "Next time, he'll probably take me to a nice place. So, I should be patient with him."
Well, no more! I have found out there is no excuse for a cheap man!
If he is cheap as hell, he's just cheap as hell----and that's it!
I have opened my eyes and I have stopped trying to be a nice person by accepting cheap men into my life.
I am a valuable person and I want all women to know they are valuable as well, and they do not have to accept cheap men in their lives either!
Cheap As Hell Song Lyrics
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
I'd like to go to a nice restaurant
But you never ask me what I want
So all you do is take me to get fast food
You're so selfish
I guess you can't help it
That's why you're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
You bought me nothing for Valentine's Day
Or any other holiday
I see you buying yourself things at the store
But you're always telling me you're poor
You're so stingy
You forget all about me
That's why you're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
You say that you really love me
But your actions don't show
You hold your money so very tightly
I think your head will explode
You never want to share
You're being so unfair
You really do need prayer
You're cheap as hell
Though you try to hide it
I know you just can't fight it
I can tell
You're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
I'd like to go to a nice restaurant
But you never ask me what I want
So all you do is take me to get fast food
You're so selfish
I guess you can't help it
That's why you're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
You bought me nothing for Valentine's Day
Or any other holiday
I see you buying yourself things at the store
But you're always telling me you're poor
You're so stingy
You forget all about me
That's why you're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
You say that you really love me
But your actions don't show
You hold your money so very tightly
I think your head will explode
You never want to share
You're being so unfair
You really do need prayer
You're cheap as hell
Though you try to hide it
I know you just can't fight it
I can tell
You're cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell, Cheap as hell
Cheap as hell
The Story Behind
Don't Settle
I wrote this song because I wanted to encourage women to stand strong, so they do not succumb to the temptation of settling for a man they do not like.
Sometimes as women, we become vulnerable after a break-up or during a dating dry spell.
During these moments, we need to pray to God for help so we can withstand the advances of a man who is there at the right place and the right time-----but ALL WRONG for us.
If we give in to Mr. Wrong, we will be settling for less, which is not God's best.
Additionally, Mr. Wrong may be wrong for us, but could be right for someone else.
Therefore, it is not a good idea to date Mr. Wrong because he deserves a woman who wants to be with him also.
If we do not like the way he looks; the way he talks; the way he walks; the clothing he wears; his personality; WE SHOULD NOT DATE HIM!
We will hurt him in the long run. We will be at fault because we wanted to be in a relationship so badly, and could not wait on God for Mr. Right.
Don't Settle
I wrote this song because I wanted to encourage women to stand strong, so they do not succumb to the temptation of settling for a man they do not like.
Sometimes as women, we become vulnerable after a break-up or during a dating dry spell.
During these moments, we need to pray to God for help so we can withstand the advances of a man who is there at the right place and the right time-----but ALL WRONG for us.
If we give in to Mr. Wrong, we will be settling for less, which is not God's best.
Additionally, Mr. Wrong may be wrong for us, but could be right for someone else.
Therefore, it is not a good idea to date Mr. Wrong because he deserves a woman who wants to be with him also.
If we do not like the way he looks; the way he talks; the way he walks; the clothing he wears; his personality; WE SHOULD NOT DATE HIM!
We will hurt him in the long run. We will be at fault because we wanted to be in a relationship so badly, and could not wait on God for Mr. Right.
Don't Settle
Song Lyrics
Don't get weak
Cuz he's staring at you
Don't take a peek
Cuz he's wearing a suit
Don't give him a chance
Cuz he's giving you compliments
Don't dance with him
Cuz there's no ring on his hand
You don't want him
So don't try to make it work
Don't talk to him
Cuz he will try to flirt
Don't pretend to try to be his friend
Cuz you know he really wants you and
He'll get hurt in the end
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
Later on you see him again and he's looking good
He is secure and confident in his manhood
He's looking fine cuz he got a makeover
He stopped drinkin'
And you can tell that he's sober
He says he goes to church and sings in the choir
He says he was promoted at work and he's never been fired
He's working hard to impress
Cuz of the way he is dressed
But do not fall for it cuz
He's not the perfect fit
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
He is not the one so you might as well be done
He is not a dime so don't even waste your time
Don't get desperate cuz you haven't met the right guy yet
So dry your tears even though it's been some years
Since you've had a date and you're still waiting for your soulmate
Don't talk to him at all and don't accept his calls
Girl please get a backbone and just leave him alone
Cuz if you settle for less, you will not get the best
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
Song Lyrics
Don't get weak
Cuz he's staring at you
Don't take a peek
Cuz he's wearing a suit
Don't give him a chance
Cuz he's giving you compliments
Don't dance with him
Cuz there's no ring on his hand
You don't want him
So don't try to make it work
Don't talk to him
Cuz he will try to flirt
Don't pretend to try to be his friend
Cuz you know he really wants you and
He'll get hurt in the end
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
Later on you see him again and he's looking good
He is secure and confident in his manhood
He's looking fine cuz he got a makeover
He stopped drinkin'
And you can tell that he's sober
He says he goes to church and sings in the choir
He says he was promoted at work and he's never been fired
He's working hard to impress
Cuz of the way he is dressed
But do not fall for it cuz
He's not the perfect fit
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
He is not the one so you might as well be done
He is not a dime so don't even waste your time
Don't get desperate cuz you haven't met the right guy yet
So dry your tears even though it's been some years
Since you've had a date and you're still waiting for your soulmate
Don't talk to him at all and don't accept his calls
Girl please get a backbone and just leave him alone
Cuz if you settle for less, you will not get the best
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong
Because you're alone
Don't settle cuz you're by yourself now and on your own
Don't settle for Mr. Wrong because he's there
Don't settle cuz he's here right now
No don't you dare
The Story
Behind
Hey, Girl
I wanted to write a song for young girls, as well as for women that was motivational and inspirational.
I wanted them to feel encouraged.
I wanted them to move forward and not look back at their past.
I wanted them to be fearless in reaching their goals because God is with them.
Behind
Hey, Girl
I wanted to write a song for young girls, as well as for women that was motivational and inspirational.
I wanted them to feel encouraged.
I wanted them to move forward and not look back at their past.
I wanted them to be fearless in reaching their goals because God is with them.
Hey, Girl
Song Lyrics
Hey, girl
I've got somethin' to tell you girl
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
What's up girl
Tell me what's going on
How have you been feeling
You say you're not that strong
What can I do to help you
How can I help you get along
Come out of your depression
Stop thinkin' bout what you've done wrong
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
Stop whining about not having a man
Get a grip start loving your own life
Take yourself on a trip
Be rooted in God
Worship Him with all your mite
Get your mind off your problems
And create a happy life
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
Hey, girl
I've' got somethin' to tell you girl
You are God's lovely and precious pearl
Know who you are and don't you forget
He's the greatest friend you will ever select
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
Song Lyrics
Hey, girl
I've got somethin' to tell you girl
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
What's up girl
Tell me what's going on
How have you been feeling
You say you're not that strong
What can I do to help you
How can I help you get along
Come out of your depression
Stop thinkin' bout what you've done wrong
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
Stop whining about not having a man
Get a grip start loving your own life
Take yourself on a trip
Be rooted in God
Worship Him with all your mite
Get your mind off your problems
And create a happy life
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
Hey, girl
I've' got somethin' to tell you girl
You are God's lovely and precious pearl
Know who you are and don't you forget
He's the greatest friend you will ever select
God loves you despite your mistakes
Just ask Him for forgiveness
And be on your way
Keep pressing on and don't you ever stop
You've got to move up higher
Cuz yesterday is gone
The Story Behind
Independent Man
I wrote this song about my failed marriage.
It is extremely important to discuss the roles of the husband and wife before the marriage takes place.
This way, there will be no confusion of what is expected from either person.
I should have discussed monetary issues with my fiancee before taking him as my husband.
I realized I had different expectations from him in the marriage.
I discovered that I needed an independent man who could manage our entire household on his own---without my help!
I am a traditionalist in that respect, and I will not let any man make me feel badly about it. I am old school.
What can I say? I cannot tolerate any man asking me how much money I have inside of my purse; telling me he needs my help; telling me that our household cannot survive without two incomes; monitoring how many job interviews I have been on in a week; scolding me because the job I really want does not pay me enough.
None of those things worked for me, and they still don't.
I do not blame him for the ruination of our marriage, though.
I really wanted a marriage where the man went to work and took care of all of our household needs.
I should have openly communicated my feelings to him about my role as a traditional wife (who also believes in working), as well as what I expected from him as a traditional husband.
I am now aware that two people must know each other very well before they get married.
They must discuss how the marriage will operate on a daily basis in order for it to be successful.
They especially need to openly talk about FINANCES and agree on FINANCES!
Independent Man
I wrote this song about my failed marriage.
It is extremely important to discuss the roles of the husband and wife before the marriage takes place.
This way, there will be no confusion of what is expected from either person.
I should have discussed monetary issues with my fiancee before taking him as my husband.
I realized I had different expectations from him in the marriage.
I discovered that I needed an independent man who could manage our entire household on his own---without my help!
I am a traditionalist in that respect, and I will not let any man make me feel badly about it. I am old school.
What can I say? I cannot tolerate any man asking me how much money I have inside of my purse; telling me he needs my help; telling me that our household cannot survive without two incomes; monitoring how many job interviews I have been on in a week; scolding me because the job I really want does not pay me enough.
None of those things worked for me, and they still don't.
I do not blame him for the ruination of our marriage, though.
I really wanted a marriage where the man went to work and took care of all of our household needs.
I should have openly communicated my feelings to him about my role as a traditional wife (who also believes in working), as well as what I expected from him as a traditional husband.
I am now aware that two people must know each other very well before they get married.
They must discuss how the marriage will operate on a daily basis in order for it to be successful.
They especially need to openly talk about FINANCES and agree on FINANCES!
Independent Man
Song Lyrics
When you go out to work
You make your own money so
Why are you looking at mine
When I came into your life
You were paying all the time
When we went out to dine
Now you're asking me how much
Money I have inside my purse
Like it's a curse
For you to open your wallet first
I just don't understand why
You won't take care of you and I
You've changed and I just want to cry
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
Before we were married you
Were trying very hard to prove
That you could buy and cook all of my food
Now you complain about the money I make
For Heaven's sake you need to pay
Attention to the salary you are paid
You say you are man enough
To tell me life is really tough
And you need my help
You just keep on lying to yourself
All of the sudden I'm supposed to go and change my role
And help you out
I'm gonna shout
You better shut your mouth
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
You are supposed to be a man
So you need to take a stand
And wear a pair of pants
You need to change your attitude
Instead of one job you get two
So I can look up to you
You need to stop spending your dough
On electronics and clothes
And pay our rent
Well don't you look at me
Cuz I am not the one you see
It was you who spent all the money
Now you sit in the corner and pout
Cuz I will not help you out
Oh no no no no no
What happened to that independent man I used to know
Who could write a check
And make sure all my needs were met
I really wanna know where did he go
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
I need an independent man
Song Lyrics
When you go out to work
You make your own money so
Why are you looking at mine
When I came into your life
You were paying all the time
When we went out to dine
Now you're asking me how much
Money I have inside my purse
Like it's a curse
For you to open your wallet first
I just don't understand why
You won't take care of you and I
You've changed and I just want to cry
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
Before we were married you
Were trying very hard to prove
That you could buy and cook all of my food
Now you complain about the money I make
For Heaven's sake you need to pay
Attention to the salary you are paid
You say you are man enough
To tell me life is really tough
And you need my help
You just keep on lying to yourself
All of the sudden I'm supposed to go and change my role
And help you out
I'm gonna shout
You better shut your mouth
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
You are supposed to be a man
So you need to take a stand
And wear a pair of pants
You need to change your attitude
Instead of one job you get two
So I can look up to you
You need to stop spending your dough
On electronics and clothes
And pay our rent
Well don't you look at me
Cuz I am not the one you see
It was you who spent all the money
Now you sit in the corner and pout
Cuz I will not help you out
Oh no no no no no
What happened to that independent man I used to know
Who could write a check
And make sure all my needs were met
I really wanna know where did he go
I need an independent man
An independent man
A man who doesn't need me
I need a man who stands alone
A man who takes his throne
Who stands on his own two feet
I need an independent man
The Story Behind
Infatuation
I have learned to look at a man's character, rather than his talents, his abilities, or his occupation.
I have also found that a handsome man is not always a catch.
It is important for me to look at how he treats other people.
How does he treat the server at the restaurant? How does he talk to his co-workers? How does he treat his family members?
I want to experience more in a relationship than butterflies in my stomach when I am with him.
I want to make sure I am observant of how he lives his life.
I want to pay attention to what he is saying.
Is he telling me stories of how he cheated someone else? Does he happily reminisce about beating someone up? Does he laugh at other people's misfortune?
These are very serious matters, and they should not be ignored.
I wrote this song because I have learned the importance of looking deeper into a relationship with a man.
Real love is vital to a long, lasting, healthy relationship.
Love is making life for your mate easy, as well as being kind and giving.
I wrote that I heard someone say in a movie that we only receive 80% of what we need in a relationship.
So, I have to see if the other 20% is a deal breaker or not. I need for that 80% to consist of a good character, good morals, and respect for me, as well as others.
I can do without the other 20% consisting of trembling hands, wobbly knees, butterflies, and sweaty palms, which equal infatuation.
I want more!
Infatuation
I have learned to look at a man's character, rather than his talents, his abilities, or his occupation.
I have also found that a handsome man is not always a catch.
It is important for me to look at how he treats other people.
How does he treat the server at the restaurant? How does he talk to his co-workers? How does he treat his family members?
I want to experience more in a relationship than butterflies in my stomach when I am with him.
I want to make sure I am observant of how he lives his life.
I want to pay attention to what he is saying.
Is he telling me stories of how he cheated someone else? Does he happily reminisce about beating someone up? Does he laugh at other people's misfortune?
These are very serious matters, and they should not be ignored.
I wrote this song because I have learned the importance of looking deeper into a relationship with a man.
Real love is vital to a long, lasting, healthy relationship.
Love is making life for your mate easy, as well as being kind and giving.
I wrote that I heard someone say in a movie that we only receive 80% of what we need in a relationship.
So, I have to see if the other 20% is a deal breaker or not. I need for that 80% to consist of a good character, good morals, and respect for me, as well as others.
I can do without the other 20% consisting of trembling hands, wobbly knees, butterflies, and sweaty palms, which equal infatuation.
I want more!
Infatuation
Song Lyrics
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Give me more than just a sweaty palm
Give me more than just a dropping jaw
Give me more than just flirtatious eyes
Give me more than just some butterflies
I heard a doctor say on the TV
That love is making life for your mate easy
You gotta say
In what way
Can I help you today
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
Give me more than just a trembling hand
Give me more than just some wobbly knees
Give me more than just a handsome man
Give me more than just the birds and bees
I heard someone say in a movie
That we only receive
80% of what we need
So we gotta see
If the other 20
Is a deal breaker for you and me
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
I wanna feel something that's very real
I wanna touch a person that means so much
I wanna hold something that's worth more than gold
I wanna grab a caring and tender hand
I wanna see the person that is for me
I wanna hear the words I love you in my ear
I want a love sent to me from God above
I wanna be an asset not liability
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
Song Lyrics
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Give me more than just a sweaty palm
Give me more than just a dropping jaw
Give me more than just flirtatious eyes
Give me more than just some butterflies
I heard a doctor say on the TV
That love is making life for your mate easy
You gotta say
In what way
Can I help you today
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
Give me more than just a trembling hand
Give me more than just some wobbly knees
Give me more than just a handsome man
Give me more than just the birds and bees
I heard someone say in a movie
That we only receive
80% of what we need
So we gotta see
If the other 20
Is a deal breaker for you and me
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
I wanna feel something that's very real
I wanna touch a person that means so much
I wanna hold something that's worth more than gold
I wanna grab a caring and tender hand
I wanna see the person that is for me
I wanna hear the words I love you in my ear
I want a love sent to me from God above
I wanna be an asset not liability
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
Give me more
I want more
Give me more
I want more
Than infatuation
The Story Behind
Intuition
I wrote Intuition about my failed friendships with females.
I can honestly say that I have ignored my intuition concerning practically ALL of my past friendships.
I have always heard a still small voice saying, "You should not be friends with her," or "She is not for you," or "She is a witch," or "She is jealous of you," or "This is all wrong," or simply "DO NOT HANG OUT WITH HER!"
Unfortunately, I have gone right ahead into fellowship with female friends, and those friendships would result in drama, discord, jealousy, and hatred toward me.
I have been nice and kind to all of them, and all I received was sadness, disappointment, and heartbreak each time.
Oprah Winfrey aired a discussion about a woman's intuition on her television talk show many years ago.
Oprah told the audience that she trusts her intuition.
She explained, "I believe it's how God speaks to us."
I also believe that God, as well as the Holy Spirit speaks to us through our intuition.
Therefore, I have asked the Lord to forgive me countless times for ignoring my intuition.
I have learned to follow what I hear, which is the still small voice of God and The Holy Spirit leading me away from ungodly and unstable female friendships.
My mother told me there are more people in this world who ARE NOT for me than who ARE for me.
I used to feel as though I was missing out because I didn't have any girlfriends to hang out with.
I felt that something was wrong with me because I wasn't socializing with any other girls (like everyone else).
In fact, I have gone many years without even ONE girlfriend to hang out with.
And you know what?
Since I have been spending more and more time with God, those feelings have left me.
I have been so happy and peaceful because of it. Thank you, Jesus!
If God wants to bring a Godly female friend into my life, He can do that.
If He does not, then that's fine with me.
I do not need the drama or the heartache from a "so-called friend" who does not spend her time in fellowship with the Lord like I do.
I need God, not people!
If I have no friends, then so be it!!!!
The Lord is the only one I need!
Now!!! Whenever I hear that still small voice telling me, "DO NOT HANG OUT WITH HER" or telling me anything else about a potential female friend, I obey it!
I do not entertain those friendships.
I do not let them into my life.
I follow my intuition.
Intuition
I wrote Intuition about my failed friendships with females.
I can honestly say that I have ignored my intuition concerning practically ALL of my past friendships.
I have always heard a still small voice saying, "You should not be friends with her," or "She is not for you," or "She is a witch," or "She is jealous of you," or "This is all wrong," or simply "DO NOT HANG OUT WITH HER!"
Unfortunately, I have gone right ahead into fellowship with female friends, and those friendships would result in drama, discord, jealousy, and hatred toward me.
I have been nice and kind to all of them, and all I received was sadness, disappointment, and heartbreak each time.
Oprah Winfrey aired a discussion about a woman's intuition on her television talk show many years ago.
Oprah told the audience that she trusts her intuition.
She explained, "I believe it's how God speaks to us."
I also believe that God, as well as the Holy Spirit speaks to us through our intuition.
Therefore, I have asked the Lord to forgive me countless times for ignoring my intuition.
I have learned to follow what I hear, which is the still small voice of God and The Holy Spirit leading me away from ungodly and unstable female friendships.
My mother told me there are more people in this world who ARE NOT for me than who ARE for me.
I used to feel as though I was missing out because I didn't have any girlfriends to hang out with.
I felt that something was wrong with me because I wasn't socializing with any other girls (like everyone else).
In fact, I have gone many years without even ONE girlfriend to hang out with.
And you know what?
Since I have been spending more and more time with God, those feelings have left me.
I have been so happy and peaceful because of it. Thank you, Jesus!
If God wants to bring a Godly female friend into my life, He can do that.
If He does not, then that's fine with me.
I do not need the drama or the heartache from a "so-called friend" who does not spend her time in fellowship with the Lord like I do.
I need God, not people!
If I have no friends, then so be it!!!!
The Lord is the only one I need!
Now!!! Whenever I hear that still small voice telling me, "DO NOT HANG OUT WITH HER" or telling me anything else about a potential female friend, I obey it!
I do not entertain those friendships.
I do not let them into my life.
I follow my intuition.
Intuiton
Song Lyrics
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
My intuition said
When we first met
That you could be a threat
But I just let this thought pass through my mind
I guess I was just a little bit too blind
I didn't want to believe
That you could be this mean
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
My intuition let me know
That you are indeed my foe
You really put on a show
I cannot continue this relationship
You and I should not fellowship
I was burned but now I've learned
To give myself permission
To follow my intuition
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
I need to trust my intuition
I must make the right decision
I need to adjust my vision
Whenever I feel opposition
I really need to stop and listen
And know this person is a villain
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
Song Lyrics
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
My intuition said
When we first met
That you could be a threat
But I just let this thought pass through my mind
I guess I was just a little bit too blind
I didn't want to believe
That you could be this mean
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
My intuition let me know
That you are indeed my foe
You really put on a show
I cannot continue this relationship
You and I should not fellowship
I was burned but now I've learned
To give myself permission
To follow my intuition
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
I need to trust my intuition
I must make the right decision
I need to adjust my vision
Whenever I feel opposition
I really need to stop and listen
And know this person is a villain
My intuition is telling me
That you are my enemy
And I am not safe
I thought that you really cared for me
And you would be there for me
I feel so betrayed
The Story Behind
Love For Life
I wrote "Love For Life" about a fictitious man; a man who did not exist.
But if he did exist, this is how I would feel about him.
I created this song about the man of my dreams, and how he would make me feel.
I created a fairy tale that finally comes true for me.
I wrote a story about the man of my dreams sweeping me off of my feet, and we live happily ever after.
Love For Life
I wrote "Love For Life" about a fictitious man; a man who did not exist.
But if he did exist, this is how I would feel about him.
I created this song about the man of my dreams, and how he would make me feel.
I created a fairy tale that finally comes true for me.
I wrote a story about the man of my dreams sweeping me off of my feet, and we live happily ever after.
Love For Life
Song Lyrics
The day you opened your mouth
To say hi to me
I was hoping that you could see
My rare qualities
You told me in our first meeting
You saw the best of everything
You said I looked so lovely
You wanted me to be your queen
You had no doubt
You were in this love for life
Love for life
You had no doubt
You were in this love for life
Love for life
I know that your love is so real
You make me safe from harm
And when you're looking at me
I feel just like a movie star
And I feel so attracted to you
It's like a dream come true
The electricity is so strong
Between us two
I want to shout
That I'm in this love for life
Love for life
I want to shout
That I'm in this love for life
Love for life
The love that you've shown to me
Is like no other
No other man has given to me
Except my mother
You are a best friend to me
And I've discovered
The day you proposed to me
You wanted me forever
There's no doubt
That we're in this love for life
Love for life
There's no doubt
That we're in this love for life
Love for life
Song Lyrics
The day you opened your mouth
To say hi to me
I was hoping that you could see
My rare qualities
You told me in our first meeting
You saw the best of everything
You said I looked so lovely
You wanted me to be your queen
You had no doubt
You were in this love for life
Love for life
You had no doubt
You were in this love for life
Love for life
I know that your love is so real
You make me safe from harm
And when you're looking at me
I feel just like a movie star
And I feel so attracted to you
It's like a dream come true
The electricity is so strong
Between us two
I want to shout
That I'm in this love for life
Love for life
I want to shout
That I'm in this love for life
Love for life
The love that you've shown to me
Is like no other
No other man has given to me
Except my mother
You are a best friend to me
And I've discovered
The day you proposed to me
You wanted me forever
There's no doubt
That we're in this love for life
Love for life
There's no doubt
That we're in this love for life
Love for life
The Story Behind
On The Lord's Side
I wrote this song about friendships I have had with females down through the years.
Some of them were girls my age and others have been grown women.
But they all have shared the same traits: mean spiritedness, jealousy, hatred, backstabbing, and selfishness just to name a few.
Now, these characteristics did not come forth all at once, nor did they all come from the same female.
As I got to know each one of them, I began to notice subtle comments that were highly unfavorable.
In the beginning, the comments were about other people.
Gradually, I began to hear them make snide remarks about me----to my face.
My mom has quoted the saying, "A dog that will take a bone will bring one."
This means, when someone is constantly bringing you information about others, do not think for one second they are not taking information about you to others.
Furthermore, I have heard the saying, "If they do it with you, they'll do it to you."
If a person talks badly about others, most of the time, they are talking badly about you.
I love what the late Dr. Maya Angelou said: "When people show you who they are, believe them."
I have grown weary of being around females like this.
They were saying they loved God, but their actions were glorifying the devil.
I will not tolerate girls or grown women who mistreat others, and who involve themselves in the affairs of others.
Now I am to the point where I pay close attention to everything that comes from a "potential" female friend's mouth.
When I hear something disparaging come from their mouths, I do not entertain the thought of fellowship with them.
Life is too short to hang out with a phony Christian.
I am living for the Lord the best I know how, and I need people in my life who are doing the same.
If they do not fit the criteria I live by, then there is no way I can socialize with them.
I have to maintain my peace with God.
On The Lord's Side
I wrote this song about friendships I have had with females down through the years.
Some of them were girls my age and others have been grown women.
But they all have shared the same traits: mean spiritedness, jealousy, hatred, backstabbing, and selfishness just to name a few.
Now, these characteristics did not come forth all at once, nor did they all come from the same female.
As I got to know each one of them, I began to notice subtle comments that were highly unfavorable.
In the beginning, the comments were about other people.
Gradually, I began to hear them make snide remarks about me----to my face.
My mom has quoted the saying, "A dog that will take a bone will bring one."
This means, when someone is constantly bringing you information about others, do not think for one second they are not taking information about you to others.
Furthermore, I have heard the saying, "If they do it with you, they'll do it to you."
If a person talks badly about others, most of the time, they are talking badly about you.
I love what the late Dr. Maya Angelou said: "When people show you who they are, believe them."
I have grown weary of being around females like this.
They were saying they loved God, but their actions were glorifying the devil.
I will not tolerate girls or grown women who mistreat others, and who involve themselves in the affairs of others.
Now I am to the point where I pay close attention to everything that comes from a "potential" female friend's mouth.
When I hear something disparaging come from their mouths, I do not entertain the thought of fellowship with them.
Life is too short to hang out with a phony Christian.
I am living for the Lord the best I know how, and I need people in my life who are doing the same.
If they do not fit the criteria I live by, then there is no way I can socialize with them.
I have to maintain my peace with God.
On The Lord's Side
Song Lyrics
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
You tell me that God has been good to you
How you trust Him every day
But I never ever hear you say that you are saved
You say that you are on the Lord's side
But everywhere you go
You want to start a fight
I wanna know are you
Living a lie
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
I heard you say that you're a blessing to other people
But when I hear you talking to them all I hear is evil
You say that you are on the Lord's side
And you testify that He's your guide
But what I really wanna know if you have Him on the inside
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
All you want to do is argue
And tell everybody what to do
What kind of person are you
You are not on the Lord's side
You need to open your eyes
And receive Jesus Christ
Then you'll be on the Lord's side
Song Lyrics
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
You tell me that God has been good to you
How you trust Him every day
But I never ever hear you say that you are saved
You say that you are on the Lord's side
But everywhere you go
You want to start a fight
I wanna know are you
Living a lie
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
I heard you say that you're a blessing to other people
But when I hear you talking to them all I hear is evil
You say that you are on the Lord's side
And you testify that He's your guide
But what I really wanna know if you have Him on the inside
Are you on the Lord's side
I wanna know
If you're on the Lord's side
Then let it show
Are you on the Lord's side
What's the deal
If you're on the Lord's side
Then keep it real
All you want to do is argue
And tell everybody what to do
What kind of person are you
You are not on the Lord's side
You need to open your eyes
And receive Jesus Christ
Then you'll be on the Lord's side
The Story Behind
Schizo
Schizo is a song I wrote about a man that I came in contact with a few years ago of whom I believed to be schizophrenic.
I did not write this song to make fun of him or anyone else who suffers from schizophrenia.
Instead, I wanted to express in this song that mental illness is a serious issue, and it definitely cannot be ignored when you are dealing with people.
A schizophrenic person could be your co-worker, your family member, a stranger, or the person you are dating.
Whatever the case may be, schizophrenia does exist and it is very real.
I did some research about people who suffer from schizophrenia.
In my research, I found that schizophrenia is more prevalent in males, than in females.
I came across some stories about women who have dated men who suffer from this disorder.
In one of the stories, this woman was dating a man who was acting abnormally; he was verbally and physically abusive; his hygiene was inconsistent; he would be sweet one minute and evil the next; he would have hallucinations about people doing him harm; he would speak erratically; he would laugh at inappropriate situations.
These instances are included but not limited to schizophrenia.
Some of the females I researched found help for these males by way of doctors and medication, and eventually married them.
I was absolutely shocked by their actions.
In my opinion, it is far too difficult to help a male who suffers from a mental illness.
For your own safety, just let him go.
This troubled man has to realize that he has a problem.
When or if he is prescribed medication by a doctor, he might remain mentally unstable.
This is why he needs God's help even if he does receive help from a doctor.
Only GOD alone can help him and heal him.
You are not God.
Do Not try to help him.
If it is the Lord's will for you to be with him and marry him, God will orchestrate it; God will finish what He started.
Ladies!
You cannot save him!
It is best to pray to the Lord for his healing.
Then, listen to and obey the leading of the Holy Spirit!!!
When He (God and/or The Holy Spirit) tells you to stop seeing him, then you need to stop seeing him!
That is it!
On the other hand, there are some things you do not need to pray about.
You need to follow your intuition.
Get out of there when you see something troubling about the man you are seeing.
If you can't seem to stand up and leave him alone, ask the Lord to help you do it.
That is what HE is there for.
Schizo
Schizo is a song I wrote about a man that I came in contact with a few years ago of whom I believed to be schizophrenic.
I did not write this song to make fun of him or anyone else who suffers from schizophrenia.
Instead, I wanted to express in this song that mental illness is a serious issue, and it definitely cannot be ignored when you are dealing with people.
A schizophrenic person could be your co-worker, your family member, a stranger, or the person you are dating.
Whatever the case may be, schizophrenia does exist and it is very real.
I did some research about people who suffer from schizophrenia.
In my research, I found that schizophrenia is more prevalent in males, than in females.
I came across some stories about women who have dated men who suffer from this disorder.
In one of the stories, this woman was dating a man who was acting abnormally; he was verbally and physically abusive; his hygiene was inconsistent; he would be sweet one minute and evil the next; he would have hallucinations about people doing him harm; he would speak erratically; he would laugh at inappropriate situations.
These instances are included but not limited to schizophrenia.
Some of the females I researched found help for these males by way of doctors and medication, and eventually married them.
I was absolutely shocked by their actions.
In my opinion, it is far too difficult to help a male who suffers from a mental illness.
For your own safety, just let him go.
This troubled man has to realize that he has a problem.
When or if he is prescribed medication by a doctor, he might remain mentally unstable.
This is why he needs God's help even if he does receive help from a doctor.
Only GOD alone can help him and heal him.
You are not God.
Do Not try to help him.
If it is the Lord's will for you to be with him and marry him, God will orchestrate it; God will finish what He started.
Ladies!
You cannot save him!
It is best to pray to the Lord for his healing.
Then, listen to and obey the leading of the Holy Spirit!!!
When He (God and/or The Holy Spirit) tells you to stop seeing him, then you need to stop seeing him!
That is it!
On the other hand, there are some things you do not need to pray about.
You need to follow your intuition.
Get out of there when you see something troubling about the man you are seeing.
If you can't seem to stand up and leave him alone, ask the Lord to help you do it.
That is what HE is there for.
Schizo
Song Lyrics
You're a schizo
And I know that I gotta go
I have tried to understand you
But it's impossible and I'm always confused
You criticize me in everything I do
I don't even have a clue
I don't know how you could be so rude
But I'm sayin'
I am done with you
I realize
And I finally
Opened my eyes
And I know
You're a schizo
And I know
That I gotta go
I believe that you have mental problems
And you need a doctor to help you solve them
I don't have to sit here and take this
I know a good man will see how much my worth is
I am sorry I called you a worthless piece of garbage
I did not know that you were mentally sick
I thought that you were just being mean to me
But now I can see that your mind is crazy
I have to escape from this living hell
So I'm leaving you to be by myself
I am quickly running out that door
Cuz I can't even take this anymore
Now that I know that I cannot help you
I will pray that God will help you through
I realize
And I finally
Opened my eyes
And I know
You're a schizo
And I know
That I gotta go
I have had it up to the sky
With your unimpressive lies
That you have told me time after time
You even tried to act like you cried
You are insane and I can't deny
You really need a psychiatrist
So I'm moving on and you will not be missed
And right now
You are dismissed
Song Lyrics
You're a schizo
And I know that I gotta go
I have tried to understand you
But it's impossible and I'm always confused
You criticize me in everything I do
I don't even have a clue
I don't know how you could be so rude
But I'm sayin'
I am done with you
I realize
And I finally
Opened my eyes
And I know
You're a schizo
And I know
That I gotta go
I believe that you have mental problems
And you need a doctor to help you solve them
I don't have to sit here and take this
I know a good man will see how much my worth is
I am sorry I called you a worthless piece of garbage
I did not know that you were mentally sick
I thought that you were just being mean to me
But now I can see that your mind is crazy
I have to escape from this living hell
So I'm leaving you to be by myself
I am quickly running out that door
Cuz I can't even take this anymore
Now that I know that I cannot help you
I will pray that God will help you through
I realize
And I finally
Opened my eyes
And I know
You're a schizo
And I know
That I gotta go
I have had it up to the sky
With your unimpressive lies
That you have told me time after time
You even tried to act like you cried
You are insane and I can't deny
You really need a psychiatrist
So I'm moving on and you will not be missed
And right now
You are dismissed
The Story Behind
Sisters
I wrote this song many years ago because I missed my sister.
We would see each other in passing, yet we weren't spending a lot of time together because of work, school, and other obligations.
I missed going to the mall and eating out like we used to.
This song really means a great deal to me now because I moved from Sacramento, California (where my sister still resides) to Las Vegas, Nevada.
So, we only see each other about 3 times a year.
I want my sister to know that I love her; I miss her; and I thank God for her.
Sisters
I wrote this song many years ago because I missed my sister.
We would see each other in passing, yet we weren't spending a lot of time together because of work, school, and other obligations.
I missed going to the mall and eating out like we used to.
This song really means a great deal to me now because I moved from Sacramento, California (where my sister still resides) to Las Vegas, Nevada.
So, we only see each other about 3 times a year.
I want my sister to know that I love her; I miss her; and I thank God for her.
Sisters
Song Lyrics
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
There's no reason for us to fight
We're sisters
So let's make things right
Come on let's work things out
That's what love is all about
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
I know we've had our issues
But these battles should not continue, No
I wanna hang out with you
Just like the way
We used to
I miss being your best friend
So let's just kick it again
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
You're my sister
You're my sister
You're my sister
I love you
Yes I love you
I love you
Yes I love you
Song Lyrics
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
There's no reason for us to fight
We're sisters
So let's make things right
Come on let's work things out
That's what love is all about
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
I know we've had our issues
But these battles should not continue, No
I wanna hang out with you
Just like the way
We used to
I miss being your best friend
So let's just kick it again
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
Sisters we'll always be
Reaching our destiny
Loving each other
Throughout eternity
That's the way God meant it to be
You're my sister
You're my sister
You're my sister
I love you
Yes I love you
I love you
Yes I love you
The Story Behind
Thee One
I wrote this song out of frustration and weariness in meeting the wrong men.
I told the Lord that I would rather be single for the rest of my life than to have the wrong man in my life.
Instead of the title of the song being The One, I wrote the title as Thee One to represent the chosen man directly sent from God.
Thee One
I wrote this song out of frustration and weariness in meeting the wrong men.
I told the Lord that I would rather be single for the rest of my life than to have the wrong man in my life.
Instead of the title of the song being The One, I wrote the title as Thee One to represent the chosen man directly sent from God.
Thee One
Song Lyrics
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
Sick and tired of playing the dating game
Cuz all these games are played
Just the same
So many guys called by different names
All have caused me so much pain
It's all on you Lord
I will wait
Though I am weary
I will not faint
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
Sick and tired of all these perpetrators
Posing as my friendly neighbors
All of them are all manipulators
Who soon become evil traitors
And there are so many jealous haters
Who act like they are innocent daters
So on you Lord
I will wait
Though I am weary
I will not faint
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
Song Lyrics
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
Sick and tired of playing the dating game
Cuz all these games are played
Just the same
So many guys called by different names
All have caused me so much pain
It's all on you Lord
I will wait
Though I am weary
I will not faint
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
Sick and tired of all these perpetrators
Posing as my friendly neighbors
All of them are all manipulators
Who soon become evil traitors
And there are so many jealous haters
Who act like they are innocent daters
So on you Lord
I will wait
Though I am weary
I will not faint
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
I want
Thee one or no one
In my life
The Story Behind
Valentines
Day
Valentine's Day used to be a very excruciating holiday for me to get through.
It was normal for me to feel sad and lonely when Valentine's Day came around.
This day would always come at a time when there would be no man in my life.
Even though there were men around me, I could not bring myself to go out with just any of them at all, let alone on Valentine's Day.
So, year after year, I would pray for my soulmate to come and treat me as the queen I was and still am on Valentine's Day.
I believe it was in 2006 when God opened my eyes and showed me something.
He revealed to me that I should give to myself and others on Valentine's Day.
Therefore, I ordered flowers, cards, candy, and gifts for myself and my family members.
We would go out to dinner as a family too.
Oh, my goodness!!!!
I felt so good inside.
I actually felt happy on Valentine's Day.
I felt just like I did as a kid when I used to give and receive little Valentine's Day cards and candy at school; it was so exciting.
I wrote this song because I wanted to give my testimony to help ALL females who suffer on Valentine's Day just like I did.
I wanted to let them know that Valentine's Day does not have to kick their butts.
As females, we have to know we are royalty.
By treating ourselves in this manner, we can be strong and happy on Valentine's Day, even if we don't have dates or boyfriends.
When this holiday rolls around on February 14th, we need to shower ourselves and others with cards, flowers, candy, gifts, dinners, and lots of other things.
We need to spread love to our co-workers, neighbors, family members, friends, strangers, and to ourselves each year on Valentine's Day.
Valentines
Day
Valentine's Day used to be a very excruciating holiday for me to get through.
It was normal for me to feel sad and lonely when Valentine's Day came around.
This day would always come at a time when there would be no man in my life.
Even though there were men around me, I could not bring myself to go out with just any of them at all, let alone on Valentine's Day.
So, year after year, I would pray for my soulmate to come and treat me as the queen I was and still am on Valentine's Day.
I believe it was in 2006 when God opened my eyes and showed me something.
He revealed to me that I should give to myself and others on Valentine's Day.
Therefore, I ordered flowers, cards, candy, and gifts for myself and my family members.
We would go out to dinner as a family too.
Oh, my goodness!!!!
I felt so good inside.
I actually felt happy on Valentine's Day.
I felt just like I did as a kid when I used to give and receive little Valentine's Day cards and candy at school; it was so exciting.
I wrote this song because I wanted to give my testimony to help ALL females who suffer on Valentine's Day just like I did.
I wanted to let them know that Valentine's Day does not have to kick their butts.
As females, we have to know we are royalty.
By treating ourselves in this manner, we can be strong and happy on Valentine's Day, even if we don't have dates or boyfriends.
When this holiday rolls around on February 14th, we need to shower ourselves and others with cards, flowers, candy, gifts, dinners, and lots of other things.
We need to spread love to our co-workers, neighbors, family members, friends, strangers, and to ourselves each year on Valentine's Day.
Valentines Day
Lyrics
So What if I don't have a date on Valentines Day
I'd rather be alone than talk to some loser on the telephone
I can't do that
But every once in a while
I feel so sad
Ooooh sometimes it hurts me not to have a man
But I gotta take a stand
And wait for a guy that's just my style
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
I don't really need a date cuz it's Valentines Day
I'm not gonna cry cuz I feel really good inside
I'm happy and secure about my future
Ooooh I don't have date a loser
Because I'm a queen
And I don't have to settle for a man who's less than a king
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
I bought my own candy and my own flowers
Happy Valentines Day
I had fun with my family for hours and hours
Happy Valentines Day
I am a queen who deserves the very best of everything
Happy Valentines Day
I am royalty who expects nothing less than a king
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
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Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
To me
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
Yeah Yeah
Lyrics
So What if I don't have a date on Valentines Day
I'd rather be alone than talk to some loser on the telephone
I can't do that
But every once in a while
I feel so sad
Ooooh sometimes it hurts me not to have a man
But I gotta take a stand
And wait for a guy that's just my style
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
I don't really need a date cuz it's Valentines Day
I'm not gonna cry cuz I feel really good inside
I'm happy and secure about my future
Ooooh I don't have date a loser
Because I'm a queen
And I don't have to settle for a man who's less than a king
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
I bought my own candy and my own flowers
Happy Valentines Day
I had fun with my family for hours and hours
Happy Valentines Day
I am a queen who deserves the very best of everything
Happy Valentines Day
I am royalty who expects nothing less than a king
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
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Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
To me
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
Yeah Yeah
The Story Behind
Valentines Day Part 2 -
It's Not Over
I decided to write and produce a remixed continuation of the song, "Valentines Day."
After Joshland spends many years buying candy, flowers, cards, and gifts for herself and others; and loving herself and others, her dream finally comes true!
Joshland finally has a date on Valentine's Day with her future soulmate.
I wanted to create a happily ever after for Joshland.
"Valentines Day Part 2 - It's Not Over" is a fairy tale, and I love fairy tales!!!
Valentines Day Part 2 -
It's Not Over
I decided to write and produce a remixed continuation of the song, "Valentines Day."
After Joshland spends many years buying candy, flowers, cards, and gifts for herself and others; and loving herself and others, her dream finally comes true!
Joshland finally has a date on Valentine's Day with her future soulmate.
I wanted to create a happily ever after for Joshland.
"Valentines Day Part 2 - It's Not Over" is a fairy tale, and I love fairy tales!!!
Valentines Day Part 2 -
It's Not Over
Lyrics
Hey Joshland
I heard what you were sayin' before
About not havin' a date on Valentines Day
And what's this I hear about you buyin' your own candy and your own flowers?
What's up with that?
It shouldn't be that way
You know what I mean?
So what if I don't have a date on Valentines Day
You shouldn't be alone
I'd rather be alone
Than talk to some loser on the telephone
And you know I ain't no loser
I can't do that
But every once in a while
I feel so sad
Oooh sometimes it hurts me not to have a man
You shouldn't hurt
But I gotta take a stand
And wait for a guy that's just my style
And that's me
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
But an incredible woman like you shouldn't be alone on Valentines Day
In fact
You shouldn't have to be alone------period
You know what I'm sayin'
Thank you, but I'm okay
And I understand that
But I want you to know that I've been watchin' you for a long time
You know?
I jsut been watchin' you and admirin' you
You just so--beautiful inside and out
And I gotta let you know how I feel
I'm really flattered, but.......
Check it out
So it's Valentines Day and you ain't got no date
Well I'm here, girl
I've come to save the day
I know you sick and tired of bein' all alone
So let me get your number so I can call you on the phone
I'm gonna call you up and ask you on a date
I'm gonna take you out to dinner
You ain't got to pay
I'm gonna bring you candy
I'm gonna bring you flowers
I'm gonna look into your eyes and talk to you hours and hours
And when the night is over
I'm gonna whisper in your ear
I don't wanna be too forward but I always want you near
Cuz I wanna be your man and not just your date
This is only the beginning Happy Valentines Day
Well, okay, you can call me
I won't disappoint you
I promise
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
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Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
To me
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
Yeah Yeah
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
It's Not Over
Lyrics
Hey Joshland
I heard what you were sayin' before
About not havin' a date on Valentines Day
And what's this I hear about you buyin' your own candy and your own flowers?
What's up with that?
It shouldn't be that way
You know what I mean?
So what if I don't have a date on Valentines Day
You shouldn't be alone
I'd rather be alone
Than talk to some loser on the telephone
And you know I ain't no loser
I can't do that
But every once in a while
I feel so sad
Oooh sometimes it hurts me not to have a man
You shouldn't hurt
But I gotta take a stand
And wait for a guy that's just my style
And that's me
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
But an incredible woman like you shouldn't be alone on Valentines Day
In fact
You shouldn't have to be alone------period
You know what I'm sayin'
Thank you, but I'm okay
And I understand that
But I want you to know that I've been watchin' you for a long time
You know?
I jsut been watchin' you and admirin' you
You just so--beautiful inside and out
And I gotta let you know how I feel
I'm really flattered, but.......
Check it out
So it's Valentines Day and you ain't got no date
Well I'm here, girl
I've come to save the day
I know you sick and tired of bein' all alone
So let me get your number so I can call you on the phone
I'm gonna call you up and ask you on a date
I'm gonna take you out to dinner
You ain't got to pay
I'm gonna bring you candy
I'm gonna bring you flowers
I'm gonna look into your eyes and talk to you hours and hours
And when the night is over
I'm gonna whisper in your ear
I don't wanna be too forward but I always want you near
Cuz I wanna be your man and not just your date
This is only the beginning Happy Valentines Day
Well, okay, you can call me
I won't disappoint you
I promise
Even though I don't have a date
I will be okay
On Valentines Day
Even though I might have to wait
I will be okay On Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
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Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
To me
Happy Valentines Day
To me
Oh to me
Yeah Yeah
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
I wanna be your man
Not just your date
I'll make it okay
On Valentines Day
The Story Behind
Waiting
I wrote this song to encourage myself in the Lord just like David in the Bible did.
I kept meeting different men who seemed to be good for me in the beginning, but down the road, I found they were not.
I was so tired of crying and being disappointed because the same thing would keep happening.
Through spending more and more time with God as well as fasting, I finally got to the point where I told the Lord that I would be happy while I waited on Him to bring me the man I was supposed to have.
Even though it looked hopeless to me, I told God that I would keep my faith in Him while I waited for Him to show me the right man.
Psalm 46:10 says, "Be still and know that I am God."
I have learned to relax and enjoy my life while I wait on the Lord.
When the time is right, He will send my soulmate to me.
I know the Lord's timing is the best timing.
Waiting
I wrote this song to encourage myself in the Lord just like David in the Bible did.
I kept meeting different men who seemed to be good for me in the beginning, but down the road, I found they were not.
I was so tired of crying and being disappointed because the same thing would keep happening.
Through spending more and more time with God as well as fasting, I finally got to the point where I told the Lord that I would be happy while I waited on Him to bring me the man I was supposed to have.
Even though it looked hopeless to me, I told God that I would keep my faith in Him while I waited for Him to show me the right man.
Psalm 46:10 says, "Be still and know that I am God."
I have learned to relax and enjoy my life while I wait on the Lord.
When the time is right, He will send my soulmate to me.
I know the Lord's timing is the best timing.
Waiting
Lyrics
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I've made so many dating mistakes
Tell me Lord
How much time does it take
For that special man who makes me feel like he's for real
I need a guy who is true and is not fake
Sick and tired of the dating ups and the downs
All the smiles and frowns
There's something different every day
I am feeling happy
Sometimes I am lost and found
I just go in and out
Round and round
And up and down
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
Countless times I've met so many different guys
Trying to find out if he is the one
I really believe he is
What could be better than this
And then I'm stunned
Cuz he is not the one
So then we are done
This really ain't no fun
Lord I know you will supply
Me with the right guy
Without me having to compromise
Any of my spiritual ties
So I'm not gonna question why
I'll wait and be satisfied
I'll be happy and will not cry
Cuz I'm waiting on the right guy
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
Lyrics
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I've made so many dating mistakes
Tell me Lord
How much time does it take
For that special man who makes me feel like he's for real
I need a guy who is true and is not fake
Sick and tired of the dating ups and the downs
All the smiles and frowns
There's something different every day
I am feeling happy
Sometimes I am lost and found
I just go in and out
Round and round
And up and down
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
I'm waiting upon you Lord
I'm waiting for you to show
Me the right guy
Cuz I need to know
I'm waiting
Countless times I've met so many different guys
Trying to find out if he is the one
I really believe he is
What could be better than this
And then I'm stunned
Cuz he is not the one
So then we are done
This really ain't no fun
Lord I know you will supply
Me with the right guy
Without me having to compromise
Any of my spiritual ties
So I'm not gonna question why
I'll wait and be satisfied
I'll be happy and will not cry
Cuz I'm waiting on the right guy
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
I'm gonna wait
